{"id":27,"date":"2024-06-20T03:46:25","date_gmt":"2024-06-20T00:46:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/?p=27"},"modified":"2024-06-20T03:46:25","modified_gmt":"2024-06-20T00:46:25","slug":"sessiz-ol","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/?p=27","title":{"rendered":"Sessiz Ol"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Olan bitenler sadece ben inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in var. Sana uygulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m fiziksel darbeler de sadece ikimizin aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Sen, ben, o, siz, biz, onlar diye uzla\u015fma yolu arayan kaybolu\u015flardan b\u0131km\u0131\u015f\u0131m ki hepsini silip att\u0131m bu gece. Ben yokken di\u011ferleri nas\u0131l olabilir ki? Kavga bitti\u011finde haber verirsen orada olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Karanl\u0131kta hissetmek daha g\u00fczel ama zaman ilerledik\u00e7e karanl\u0131k azal\u0131yor, tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmam laz\u0131md\u0131 her saniye. En k\u0131sa karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 isteyerek se\u00e7mi\u015fiz sanki. \u015eans\u0131m\u0131z yoksa hi\u00e7bir \u00f6nemi yok. B\u0131rak \u00f6yle dursun, bu an\u0131n da tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karmak istiyorum.<br \/>\nSessiz ol ve hareket etme.<\/p>\n<p>Huzurumu huzursuzla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n her saniye bana a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 zarar veriyor. Zamanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ayn\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l anlatabilirim ki? Delirmek b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey. Senin saniyeler i\u00e7inde h\u0131zla ge\u00e7mi\u015f olman, benim o saniyeleri y\u0131llarm\u0131\u015f gibi ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim ger\u00e7e\u011fini de\u011fi\u015ftiremiyor. Umursamaz hareketlerinle \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u015fey benim y\u0131llar\u0131m. Zaman\u0131n en de\u011ferli varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z oldu\u011funu hepimiz bildi\u011fine g\u00f6re burada daha fazla okunacak sat\u0131r yoktur.<\/p>\n<p>Her zaman daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 isteyenler i\u00e7in daha fazlas\u0131; beyninizin durdurulamaz enerjisini, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6m\u00fcrmek yerine ba\u015fkalar\u0131na yeni kaynaklar yaratarak harcaman\u0131z\u0131 isterdim. Rol\u00fcn\u00fcz ba\u015fka potansiyel enerjileri kinetik enerjilere \u00e7evirmektir belki. Kim bilir belki de herkes her zaman rol\u00fcnden daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 yapam\u0131yordur. Oynamak i\u00e7in \u00e7ok aktif bir zeka gerekir. Yetenek sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u015feyler, sadece zaman\u0131nda size ekilenlerdir.<\/p>\n<p>Sessiz ol ve burdan uzakla\u015f.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Olan bitenler sadece ben inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in var. Sana uygulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m fiziksel darbeler de sadece ikimizin aras\u0131nda. Sen, ben, o, siz, biz, onlar diye uzla\u015fma yolu arayan kaybolu\u015flardan b\u0131km\u0131\u015f\u0131m ki hepsini silip att\u0131m bu gece. Ben yokken di\u011ferleri nas\u0131l olabilir ki? Kavga bitti\u011finde haber verirsen orada olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Karanl\u0131kta hissetmek daha g\u00fczel ama zaman ilerledik\u00e7e karanl\u0131k azal\u0131yor,&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/?p=27\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Sessiz Ol<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":161,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}