{"id":15,"date":"2024-06-20T03:41:49","date_gmt":"2024-06-20T00:41:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/?p=15"},"modified":"2024-06-20T03:41:49","modified_gmt":"2024-06-20T00:41:49","slug":"kontrolu-kaybetmek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/?p=15","title":{"rendered":"Kontrol\u00fc Kaybetmek?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Kaybetmek mi? Kontrol kimdeydi ki? Sen normalde hayvans\u0131n asl\u0131nda, o kendini dizginledi\u011fin yani (pardon kendin olmuyorsun o) seni dizginleyen \u015feyin ad\u0131 m\u0131 insan?! Ruhun mu ruhunu dizginliyordu da kaybettin kontrol\u00fcn\u00fc? Ka\u00e7 ki\u015fisiniz siz orda? \u0130ki mi, be\u015f mi? Devrim mi yap\u0131ld\u0131 yoksa i\u00e7 \u00e7at\u0131\u015fma m\u0131 var g\u00f6zlerinin ard\u0131nda?!<\/p>\n<p>Kontrol kaybetmek; normalde olmas\u0131n\u0131 istemedi\u011fin ama ba\u015fka olaylar\u0131n olmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fin i\u00e7in g\u00f6z yumduklar\u0131n\u0131n, istedi\u011finin olmamas\u0131 durumunda can\u0131na tak etmesi ve sonunda \u00f6nceki olanlar sebebiyle verdi\u011fin sa\u00e7ma sapan tepki b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc. Fakat normalde, g\u00f6z yummak yerine zaman\u0131nda m\u00fcdahale etseydin sorun \u00e7\u0131kmayacakt\u0131. Hep iki y\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fckten geliyor ba\u015f\u0131na ne geliyorsa\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Usluluk, sakinlik oyunu oynama \u00e7evrene. Sonra sa\u00e7malad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da kontrol\u00fc kaybettim yalan\u0131na ba\u015fvurma. \u201cUs\u201dluysan vaktinde tepkini g\u00f6sterirdin, \u00e7akalsan da durumu izler sonra da bazen b\u00f6yle sa\u00e7malars\u0131n elde edemedi\u011finde istedi\u011fini.<\/p>\n<p>Ezilmi\u015flik sendromu bunlar hep. Ezilmi\u015f hissetmesen g\u00f6z yummazs\u0131n, yumamazs\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kaybetmek mi? Kontrol kimdeydi ki? Sen normalde hayvans\u0131n asl\u0131nda, o kendini dizginledi\u011fin yani (pardon kendin olmuyorsun o) seni dizginleyen \u015feyin ad\u0131 m\u0131 insan?! Ruhun mu ruhunu dizginliyordu da kaybettin kontrol\u00fcn\u00fc? Ka\u00e7 ki\u015fisiniz siz orda? \u0130ki mi, be\u015f mi? Devrim mi yap\u0131ld\u0131 yoksa i\u00e7 \u00e7at\u0131\u015fma m\u0131 var g\u00f6zlerinin ard\u0131nda?! Kontrol kaybetmek; normalde olmas\u0131n\u0131 istemedi\u011fin ama ba\u015fka&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/?p=15\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Kontrol\u00fc Kaybetmek?<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\" aria-hidden=\"true\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":169,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/neonbulut.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}